- surrounded by various states of piles of CRAP, both packed and unpacked,
- listening to the menfolk discuss Audio Stuff, microphones, etc.
- feeling intensely emotionally raw and disconnected and floaty today, maybe its the weather ,butsrsly who fucking knows.
- i think the men are in cahoots and it frightens and yet , pleases me much more than just a little.
- some of the shit i am learning about myself scares me. i'm processing alot of anger, seeing ways in which i block myself, redeveloping my long term vision, and getting to the root of things i just couldnt look at before. tough.
- im strong. i get frustrated but i always come back to what is really important to me, what i really want deep down. sometimes that means compromise . Building a strong family and contributing to the world in that way, expressing my love through servitude.
- i may have a new job setting up office cells, but tell you more about that later on.
any old couches/ very spacific material to make slip covers.
new white candles
sage to burn
..... must now go flea comb cats.\ OY VEY.
purple and red paint for feature walls/ (debbie travis collection)