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SUNBEAM!!!!!!


 there  is a cat  on my bed, rolling in a sunbeam,and i swear at times she actually smiles.

 look at my excellent cat.


blah dee blah:)

 Yesterday  started out feeling dim and gross but ended  in a wonderful way.  the lovely joyousandjuicy  was kind enough to have me over ( along with another gal pal, C,also awesomeness) and  we ended up with grrl time,  chocolate fondue , gabbing and   deranged giggles of many sorts. dancing. dancing too tres fun!
    joyous gifted me with not only a rockin'  skirt which i love but the exact perfect thing that i have been wanting for   months now: a perfectly sized pendant necklace, not too gaudy, on a chain,  that sits just right. Im not sure what stone it is, but its white and i LOVE it so much i may never ever take it off except as required. How did she know the exact pendant shape and size?? i have no clue how she knew .
intuitive grrly i guess.


Beautiful S starts his new job today  and this evening is family dinner :)
  i hoping today is as good as yesterday and that yours is too.

i am struck with the distinct inability to articulate my thoughts as of late.

  cut my hair today. no moar split ends. its still long, dont freak out.

 that is all.
tired.
 making shepards pie.
had cuddles and some sleep
felt better. got up. more talking, felt better still.
 maybe cuddle up with menfolk and a movie later on; its not necessarily sexual, but i sure as anything  like to be in the middle.


 cat sits on my desk, does the stretchy cat feet thing, omg, its so cute.
 
*crickets*

blah. blah blah.
it can be a dark,weird place in here sometimes.

.
 somedays i want to tattoo my skin with snakes and ravens and owls and a million tiny  prayers . everywhere.
i feel like theres a quiet rumble inside of me, heating up, brewing, but not quite ready to shine.....
 a little girl waiting to  awaken and finally be fully grown.
 thats me.

i am so proud of my Love!!
 he just came out,and told his mom hes poly.
 " Do you have threesomes with them?"
 
 "Yes."

 "..Oh my!"

NICE!!!
 life
 stuff takes as long as it takes.

 we can push ourselves to evolve, take the pain, a little at a time. flex the muscle.

 As long as we keep trying and love ourselves as we go along.
i thought i was making a dress. 

 I think its actually a cloak.

 most definately a cloak, yes.
 i think it needs to be lined in  Black velvet... hmmmmmmmm