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Oct. 30th, 2008

  • surrounded by various states of piles of CRAP, both packed and unpacked,
  •  listening to the menfolk discuss Audio Stuff, microphones, etc.
  • feeling intensely emotionally raw and disconnected  and  floaty today, maybe its the weather ,butsrsly who fucking knows.
  • i think the men are in cahoots and it frightens and yet , pleases me  much more than just  a little.
  •  some of the shit i am learning about myself scares me. i'm processing alot of anger, seeing ways in which i block myself, redeveloping  my  long term vision, and getting to the root of  things i  just couldnt look at before. tough.
  •  im strong. i get frustrated but i always come back to what is really important to me, what i really want deep down. sometimes that means compromise . Building a strong family and contributing to the world in that way,  expressing my love through servitude.
  •  i may have a new job setting up office cells, but tell you more about that later on.
 "want to get ' list.

 room devider
floor lamp
 Large plant
 bed
any old couches/ very spacific material to make slip covers.
 new white candles
 sage to burn

..... must now go flea comb cats.\ OY VEY.
purple and red paint for feature walls/ (debbie travis collection)

Comments

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joyousandjuicy
Oct. 31st, 2008 02:18 am (UTC)
You ARE strong. Crazy-so. Hold that.

Miss you, love you, and so stoked on your being closer..

*smishes*
ignusfaatus
Oct. 31st, 2008 02:30 am (UTC)
room devider. Can you string a rope accorss the room and then hang a heavey curtain from it?

and I hear you about the guys in cahoots being scary at first. You'll get used ot it. The guys here are saying "liberal" "socialist" and "liberation" "laugh laugh"
I don't know. Its prolly politiks and im busy talking to you.

wait he just said ralph nader was running as effeminate. what?!

molasses
Oct. 31st, 2008 03:08 am (UTC)
you have been so quiet while all the waters below you are shifting.
loveyou
abracas
Oct. 31st, 2008 06:05 pm (UTC)
S'all good babe..s'just the phoenix screaming...

Besides, we'd only ever plot in your favor...no fear!
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